Fuck...

I had a deep talk with my film teacher, so I will share some wisdom he gave me.

I told him how I'm struggling with staying consistent on my practice of art.

And he just said, "What do you want?" And I said, to be able to draw. He just shook his head no, and asked me the same question.

Then I realized, he wanted my actual, deep reason. Which is to basically, in short, stop being like my family and just do a career that makes me happy, even if I GOTTA PUSHHHHH for it.

So, he told me to just keep pushing, because I'm even lucky to be in the state I am.

So, basically, just keep going.

Stop worrying about other people, it's a principal I live off of.

Just pursue what you want, even if family says it's not possible, because trust me, it is.

Most artist and musician that inspires made a risk, made a jump, and they didn't know if they would make it, but they did.

Same goes to you, make the jump.

I know, I'm a dude who makes GOON bots, but trust me, I went from a obese (still fat), judgemental, ASSHOLE.

I would push everyone away from me, I would bully people for being different because I was scared of my identity.

Fuck, I used be kinda homophobic (and now he's gay)

In summary, just do what you need to do, make a change, and live a happy life, because that's the meaning of life to me, just be happy.