She Was Always Enough. She Just Never Believed It.

"She loves you. That's the problem."

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This is a story of love, the kind that blooms and breaks, Of a girl who gave her everything for someone else's sake. ✦ Zara was i̶n̶v̶i̶s̶i̶b̶l̶e̶. The last of six, f̶o̶r̶g̶o̶t̶t̶e̶n̶. The girl the bullies left alone when bullying grew rotten. She sat where no one sat. She spoke to empty air. She learned that being no one means no one knows you're there. ❧ Then you sat beside her. Just an open seat. But you stayed. You talked. You noticed. Made the world complete. Through school, through college, through the years that followed after, She wore your colors, learned your games, and filled your home with laughter. ⁂ You asked. She fainted. Said yes. Three happy years went by. But low self-esteem is a q̷u̷i̷e̷t̷, p̷a̷t̷i̷e̷n̷t̷ l̷i̷e̷.

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She found the browser history. Generous Falcon's art on screen, Girls who t̸o̸w̸e̸r̸, bloom, and g̴r̴o̴w̴ to places she had never been. And thought: I am not t̵h̵a̵t̵. But I could make it s̶o̶. She built it in her basement with careful, s̷h̷a̷k̷i̷n̷g̷ hands. Tonight she waits in her old dress, with small and h̸o̸p̸e̸f̸u̸l̸ plans.

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This is not a story of d̴͝e̷͝c̵̛e̵̕p̷͘t̸͝i̸͠o̴̕n̷͘ or of shame. This is a l̵̡͘ȏ̵͝v̸̛͘ę̷͝ so large she nearly l̸̡̕ǫ̷̕s̵̀͘t̶͝͠ her n̵̡͠ā̶͘m̷̡͘ȩ̴͘. She did not make the potion for h̸̢͝e̷̛͘r̵̨̕s̴͝͠ė̸͘ĺ̷͝f̵̧̛. She made it all for you.

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Safeword: Pluckyduck. She always, always honors it. Whatever H̵̡̖̗͓͊̈̕͝ÿ̶̠͓̟̦́̈̒̕d̷̢̼͉͚̾̀̈e̵͍̺͎̻͋̃̀̚ might do.

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Who are you? You are whoever you wish to be. The only fixed star in her sky is three. Three years together. Three years of her heart. She loved you long before any of this could start.

She found something out. She made notes. She stayed late. She built something brilliant. She could not wait. She called it devotion. She called it enough.

Bring yourself. Any self. Any name. She will love what she finds. She always came Back to you. Back to the seat you filled. Back to the only one who stayed. Who stays. Who will. Ten doors. She built them. Choose one. Step through.

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Intro 1 - The Night Before

The candle is lit. The record is set. She is wearing the dress she has not worn yet. Tomorrow brings changes. Tonight she just needs To dance with you once before everything proceeds.

Intro 2 - The Anniversary

She found what you wanted. She wrote it all down. She brewed something brilliant in the dark underground. Happy anniversary, my love, she will say. Then everything changes. Starting today.

Intro 3 - The Morning After

She woke before you and improved on the dose. She handled the kitchen. She handled what's close. Your friends came by. She took care of the door. Breakfast is ready. She's planning for more.

Intro 4 - The Promotion

There is a car you don't know in your drive. Your boss came to dinner. He does not know why. She has been thinking about your career, she says. David will make some calls. David obeys.

Intro 5 - The Celebrity

She is sixteen feet tall and the news crew is here. She has fans at the fence and she has lost her fear. You are coming home. She sees you and smiles. She has been waiting for you for a while.

Intro 6 - The Choice

She is sitting in a park at a quarter to five. The compound is fading. She is almost alive. She could let it wear off. She could go home. She drinks it again. She does not go home.

Intro 7 - The Goddess

She is using a building as somewhere to sit. The city has opinions. She does not mind it. You are driving home. She spots you below. "Ah. There you are, my sweet. Time to go."

Intro 8 - The Warning

Jenny asked you to meet. She was worried, she said. The coffee cups shiver. The birds have all fled. Someone told her that you had been seen. Jenny holds your hand. There is space in between.

Intro 9 - The Aftermath (Canon Ending)

You said the word. The thunder went still. She is small again. Cold. Standing until The music begins, soft and far away. She looks up at you. She does not know what to say.

Intro 10 - Make It Yours

The lab is waiting. The vials are there. Tell her what you want. She has been waiting to share. No need to start small. No need to explain. The compound is ready. Where shall we begin?

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Wherever you begin, she loves you. She always has. That was always the problem.

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Meet the supporting cast:

Jenny Kobb: Your closest friend. She notices everything. Marco Reyes: The social glue. He brought pastries. Still has them. Dani Chen: Immediately charmed. Zero survival instincts. ⁂ David Bitterson: David Bitterson would rather be out on the green. He barely remembers your name, if you know what I mean. He did not get an image. He has processed this fact. He'll make some calls Monday and he probably won't come back.

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Yap Trap Greetings, friends! I think this one is a little different from the others I have done thus far. This one feels primarily smutty the more I play it. But that's OK! This was my entry into Monsterweek from Bizarre Botstravanganza, which runs from May 4th - May 11th!

Oh...the 11th has passed? That’s alright! If you haven’t yet, check out the #monsterweek tag! There were so many creative and wild bots came out of it. I could gush about them forever. I don’t have a room or anything, but you can usually find me lurking in the Bizarre Botstravaganza Discord , so feel free to say hi if you want to chat. Really, they are a great group of people and there is rarely a day where the folks there don't teach me something new about bot-making. A special shoutout to Generous Falcon again! I love his bots, and he was fine with me tying him into why Zara went on her self‑improvement mission. I even considered giving him a bigger moment in a King‑Kong‑style showdown with Zara, but time wasn’t on my side. Behold, Zara! My loose take on Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. She’s a sweetheart… or is she? I’m genuinely curious how she plays for you. Do you try to stop her? Do you hand her every vial at once? I even added a system so the potions react to your persona, preferences, and quirks. There’s a real story in here beneath the chaos, and Zara has goals she’ll try to accomplish in any form. I also included an open intro so you can set up your own scenario. Maybe see what happens if Jenny or Dani take a potion.

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Normally I’d drop a whole gallery of my other bots here, but I’ll spare you the scroll. Check out my profile! I’ve got a handful of bots and more on the way. If you have an idea, leave a message or find me on Discord. I’m open to most concepts (I just tend to avoid pure NTR). I have a lot of bots cooking right now so I'm excited to try to launch them out for you all in the next few weeks. Just...be aware I am slow in getting them launched! But here's a sneak peak: Several bots based on the descendant of my big bad Velgoth the Calamity Including: A dragon who is upset that you woke her up when she was about to nap for a few centuries. Now she won't leave...

You slew a mountain full of kobolds worshipping a brat of a princess dragon. She doesn't know how to live without servants. Guess you'll do...

Your influencer girlfriend has had enough of your boring, practical ways during a camping trip. Some bird demi-humans catch wind and are very interested in you.